True

Christmas Eve 2018, ICCM ; Pastor Rebecca Ellenson 

Merry Christmas!  I’m so glad to see each and every one of you here.  We come each year to the manger, seeking what is true and holy and we open our hearts to the mystery of God in flesh. We sing timeless carols in the candlelight and then we track our way back into the messy world, centered somehow again by the most true and holy reality of all.

I brought just a select few of my favorite Christmas decorations to Mexico this year. I have the glass nativity set I received on my first Christmas as a pastor, one of the angels from my collection, and a candle holder of cut metal that shines a halo of light around the holy family. I also brought this ornament which has been displayed in our entryway this year. It reminds me of a plumb bob—you know the simple carpenter’s tool that measures a vertical line. To me this ornament says perfection, truth, clarity.

The plumb bob is a biblical image for the righteousness and justice of God against which we can measure our lives.  Amos 7: 9 says “behold I am setting a plumb line in the midst of my people.”  And Isaiah 28: 17 says, “I will make justice the measuring line and righteousness the plumb bob.” 

Righteousness and Justice are concepts, principles, subject to interpretation and context.  The plumb bob on the other hand demonstrates the underlying and unchangeable laws of physics.  The bob will always hang plumb, just as water will always rest level.  They are tools that show us truth, dependably.

This definition of True has been right there in front of my eyes this year.  You see, there’s been construction in our building again this year, the building of balconies.  We’ve heard the pounding of hammers and seen the mixing of cement and the carrying of buckets of cement. I’ve been shaking my head in amazement over the ability of the workers, with such simple tools to create structures that are true, you know: plumb (perfectly vertical), level (perfectly horizontal) and square (two lines meeting at a 90 degree angle) at the same time.  Those mathematical and physical concepts show up in reality.

This holy night is something like that. In the crude and simple manger bed, the holy Christ Child lay.  The birth of Jesus presents us with a visible reality of the underlying and ever-present truth. Language can barely convey it.  The first chapter of Hebrews tries to capture it.  Christ is the exact imprint of God’s very being.  Paul tries in the first chapter of his letter to the Colossians: In him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell.  John’s gospel begins with that great poetry, In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God… The Word became flesh and dwelt among us and we have seen his glory… full of grace and truth.  But words can only do so much.  And that’s the real beauty and power of this holy night.

The Christmas gospel call us in, right back to the center, to what is true, grounded in the mystery of reality itself.  When we think of the angels’ song, “Glory to God in the highest,” the shepherds visit to the lowly manger, the beautiful face of Mary with eyes all aglow as she beholds her Messiah child, and the invitation to come close to the holy this Christmas we can get back to the standard set for us, to the center of our created purpose, to keep our eyes fixed on the one who calls us to faith. 

This holy night invites us to realize that by varying degrees we have been out of plumb, off kilter.  One writer put it this way: “unless that which is above you controls that which is within you, then that which is around you will.” 

Last week ABC broadcast A Charlie Brown Christmas for the 53rd year on prime time television. In a world where the latest greatest technology is outdated in a matter of months, and social media trends come and go in a matter of days, 53 years of anything becomes quite meaningful. I was four when the program first aired and I suppose I’ve seen the show a dozen times or more.  I’m guessing most of you have seen it too.  It’s really the only Christmas show I miss watching. 

I love that climactic scene where Linus responds to Charlie Brown’s question, “Doesn’t anyone know what Christmas is all about?” by boldly heading out to center stage, asking for “lights please” and then reciting the Christmas story from Luke’s gospel… Right in the middle of speaking, Linus drops the blanket.  

Charlie Brown is best known for his uniquely striped shirt, and Linus is most associated with his ever-present security blanket. Throughout the story of Peanuts, Lucy, Snoopy, Sally and others all work to no avail to separate Linus from his blanket. And even though his security blanket remains a major source of ridicule for the otherwise mature and thoughtful Linus, he simply refuses to give it up… until that particular moment in the Christmas story, when he simply drops it…

Three years ago, the last time I saw the show I noticed for the first time a little detail that I am now convinced was intentional.  At the specific moment when Linus drops the blanket he utters the words, “fear not”.   Looking at it now, it is pretty clear what Charles Schultz was saying, and it’s so simple it’s brilliant. 

The birth of Jesus separates us from our fears.

The birth of Jesus frees us from the habits we are unable (or unwilling) to break ourselves.

The birth of Jesus allows us to simply drop the false security we have been grasping so tightly and learn to trust and cling to Him instead.

The world of 2018 can be a scary place, and most of us find ourselves grasping to something temporal for security, whatever that thing may be. Essentially, 2018 is a world in which it is very difficult for us to “fear not.”

But in the midst of fear and insecurity, a simple cartoon image from 1965 can remind us to seek true peace and true security in the one place it has always been and can always still be found.

It’s what Christmas is all about.

Repenting and Rejoicing

Advent 3C, December 16, 2018; Luke 3: 7-18; Philippians 4: 4-7; Zephaniah 3: 14-20: Pastor Rebecca Ellenson; ICCM

Repenting, rejoicing, and giving are the themes for this Sunday. Zephaniah did speak words of comfort, but the people were in exile, refugees of an Old Testament kind. He said peace and modest prosperity would return but only after the proud and arrogant who flaunted their accomplishments and self-sufficiency against God were removed. The words of rejoicing were spoken to the poor. 

And Paul wrote his letter to the Philippians from prison, encouraging them to rejoice and to be generous to all.  Joy and generosity. Opening our hearts and lives to the peace of God which passes all understanding leaves no room for pettiness about possessions, control, and status which are the basis for most of our worries and tensions. 

And then we get John the Baptist blasting away out there in the stubble-covered desert, surrounded by tinder-dry brushwood and rocks calling the people a brood of vipers, where if a spark started a desert fire, the snakes would slither out of their crannies and hiding spots and flee in fear of the flames. 

The Jews thought of themselves as safe from judgment because of their status as the God’s chosen.  But John said no!  Reminiscent of last weeks words, this week we hear strong images:  fire chasing the snakes from their hiding holes; axes chopping down trees; and a flat, wooden, shovel-like tool tossing grain and grain dust into the air, sifting and separating the useless from the worthy.  Once again, we reminded that the love and the judgment of God go together.  God doesn’t allow us to be worthless but will instead purify us. For love’s sake God is relentlessly stern with everything in us that is self-centered. 

Rejoicing might be easier if John the Baptist’s words were not so very concrete.  Most of us, after all, have a lot of shirts, and money in the bank to buy more.  Six years ago, I preached on this text in another congregation.  I asked the people what would happen if those of us who had two cars rushed out to give one of them to family who needed one. I asked, “What would happen if those who have a second home were motivated by the Baptist’s words to find a homeless family who might be settled there?  Let your imaginations go wild…” I challenged.  “What would it be like to give away the clothes from our closets, the food in our cupboards and our freezers?  Would we find a peaceful simplicity and a full and true rejoicing?  According to John the Baptist, then we would be ready for the day of the Lord.”

I can’t tell you how stunned I was when the next week when a woman shared with me, privately, what she and her husband had done.  They owned a rental house in a small Minnesota town that was vacant.  A friend of her sister’s had lost her job and was living in a shelter in Minneapolis.  They moved her into their vacant house for the winter. And there was a different kind of joy that season.  It was a tempered joy—because the homeless woman’s challenges continued and the solutions were not easy—but there was joy. 

I read a story in the Christian Century Magazine this week by Austin Crenshaw Shelley. He wrote about growing up with his grandparents in a 500 square foot home in South Carolina. His grandpa reviewed all expenditures, except the grocery shopping which was entirely up to his grandma. Though they never went hungry, there was good reason to be frugal.

Every Saturday Austin went with his grandma into town and pushed their cart up and down the aisles while she carefully selected food in duplicate—two boxes of cereal, two jars of peanut butter, two bags of flour—until as he said, “our cart looked like an abstract rendering of Noah’s ark with its produce and nonperishable food items arranged two by two.”

Afterwards they drove straight to the town’s food bank, where his grandmother would donate exactly half of everything she’d just purchased. She bought his silence each week with a small candy bar, which was not immune to her rule: one chocolate treat for him, one for the food bank.

He remembered on one of these grocery trips, when he was eight or nine years old, he asked for a name-brand cereal he’d seen advertised. “We can’t afford that one,” she replied without looking up from her list. “We can if we don’t buy two of them,” he grumbled. Grandma met his eyes, put her list down so she could place her hands firmly on his shoulders. She measured her words carefully: “If we can’t afford two, we can’t afford one.”

Was their weekly grocery run a direct response to John the Baptist’s words? “Whoever has two coats must share with anyone who has none, whoever has food must do likewise.” Austin reflects: “Given my grandmother’s tendency to interpret scripture more literally than I, the odds are favorable that John’s exhortations laid an unavoidable claim on her heart—a claim that required her obedience through concrete action.”

It’s all too easy to rationalize the claim of the gospel on our lives. Like John the Baptist’s hearers who relied on God’s covenant with Abraham, we lean heavily on Jesus’ promises of forgiveness and grace, often ignoring our responsibility to love our neighbors. “What shall we do?” ask the crowds, tax collectors, and soldiers in this passage.  We try to wiggle our way out of those demands for ethical living by claiming a figurative reading of the text. Or we abstract the prophet’s words from the reality of our lives and the lives of others. We talk a good game. But most of us, myself included, buy a single box of the more expensive cereal.

The question at the heart of this text is not “What shall we believe?” It’s– “What shall we do?”  John’s response is clear. Repentance has to do with ethics, with action, with the Holy Spirit’s compelling us to be God’s hands and feet in the world—with attention to the needs of others rather than preoccupation with our own salvation.

Austin Crenshaw Shelly concludes his article with these words:  By the world’s measure, my understanding of John’s preaching is more nuanced than my grandmother’s. But no advanced degree in theology will ever come close to her faith. “What shall we do?” the people ask the prophet. Sometimes we like to pretend the answer is complicated. Sometimes it really is. But buying two bags of flour is a good start.

I think he’s right. God asks us to share what we have been given, not to share more than we have been given. This is something I know I need to relearn again and again.
 
Everything we have is a gift from God, even the gift of life. And these gifts have been given to us to use and then to give away. That’s how true rejoicing comes. John says that those who have two coats or more food than they need should give to those who have none.

Rejoice in the great goodness of our God, who uses peace and joy and love to win us. Let’s live in the light of that joy. ‘Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice!  Amen.

Fire and Soap

Fire and Soap;  Malachi 3:1-4; December 9, 2018; ICCM; Pastor Rebecca Ellenson

The ancient prophet, Malachi tells of a figure who is coming “to prepare the way for the Lord,” a messenger who will purify people’s hearts. “God is sending a messenger,” writes Malachi, “who comes intending to cleanse your souls.”  John the Baptist proclaimed a baptism—a washing,for repentance—for change, and for forgiveness of sins.   

Most merciful God, we confess that we are by nature sinful and unclean. We have sinned against You in thought, word and deed, by what we have done and by what we have left undone.

Both of these prophets invite us to scrub-down and get clean. In fact, the call to repentance and forgiveness is strong in advent traditions.  I remember saying words like these these weekly when I was growing up,

Others may have used words like:   Oh God, I am heartily sorry for having offended You and I detest all my sins,because I dread the loss of heaven and the pains of hell, but most of all because they offend you, my God, who are all good and deserving of all my love. I firmly resolve, with the help of your grace, to confess my sins, to do penance and to amend my life.

There used to be a lot of groveling and guilt in church and talk of punishments and rewards. One of the results of that focus was a strong picture of God as a strict disciplinarian or a fearful judge.  When we see God as threatening and punitive then life becomes all about measuring up in order to avoid damnation. Life becomes all about requirements, laws, and failure.

In Flannery O’Connor’s short story “Revelation” the main character, Mrs. Ruby Turpin, is the domineering spouse of a pig farmer. She is also an appalling racist. She categorizes everybody (black and white, rich and poor) according to an elaborate scale of bigotry that she is constantly adjusting. Worst of all, Ruby Turpin views her fondness for classifying or judging people based on race or class as a great virtue. She sees herself as the model of correctness and uprightness.

Then, one day, she is sitting in the waiting room of her doctor’s office, expressing gratitude that she is neither black nor poor.  A young girl in the same room throws at her and hits her smack in the middle of her forehead. The book, appropriately, is entitled Human Development. The girl calls Ruby “a warthog from hell.”

Well, this accusation overturns Mrs. Turpin’s world. For Ruby understands this attack not to be simply the deranged act of an over-stressed teenager; rather, she understands this assault to be a message sent to her by God. Is Mrs. Turpin right? Does God approach us to whack upside the head and call us nasty names?

“Who can endure the day of his coming, and who can stand when he appears?” asks the prophet Malachi, “For he is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap.” Both of these images are a little frightening. A refiner’s fire is the forced-air, white-hot blaze that melts metallic ores and brings their impurities to the surface. Fullers’ soap is the strong, lye-based soap used to bleach the impurities from cloth. Fire and soap, says Malachi.

Malachi says a messenger is coming to prepare us for the Lord.  The messenger will arrive with flames in one hand and a caustic detergent in the other. He comes to boil off the impurities in our souls and to apply a coarse scrub brush to our spirits. Currier and Ives, Malachi is not.

On a hygienic level, we all understand the need to be clean. Most of us can think of a mother or an aunt or a grandma who at dinner times would send people into the washroom with the phrase, “Cleanliness is next to godliness.”  It’s getting close to flu season when we will need to be careful to sneeze into our elbows and liberally use hand sanitizers. Where would we be, here, without Microdyne and purified water?  Physical cleanliness is important for our communal health, for society’s well-being. It’s true on a spiritual level too. We can use a scrub down, a regular purification for our spirits.

In Flannery O’Connor’s story, when Ruby Turpin arrives home from the doctor’s office with a bruise on her forehead, she stomps out to her shed, picks up a hose, and begins washing down her pigs with a forceful stream of cold water. She is angry-angry at God. What right does God have to suggest that she, upstanding citizen, is “a warthog from hell”? As soon as her husband is out of earshot, Ruby looks to the heavens and growls, “What did you send me a message like that for?” “How am I a hog and me both?” “How am I saved and from hell, too?” she asks.

“How am I saved and from hell, too?” It is, I think, one of the most profound theological questions ever posed in American literature. It is also a question that we know quite well at this time of year. How can I spend hours trying to make a good Christmas away from my traditions up North and then lose my patience with my spouse over some dumb little thing? How can we hum Christmas carols and, at the same time, get irritated and overwhelmed by all the requests for financial gifts to worthy causes? “How am I saved and from hell, too?”

This question testifies to a classic theological formula: God both loves us and judges us. Or perhaps more accurately, because God loves us, God judges us. That is the deep truth that lies at the heart of Malachi’s prophecy. Our gracious God so loves us that God’s great desire is to see us freed from the grime that covers our souls. God is not saying: “I refuse to let you come near me until you clean up a bit.” No. God is used to having our messy selves around. Instead, God is saying: “I am going to help you clean up. I will assist you to throw off the tarnish that prohibits you from truly experiencing the joy that awaits you this season.”

So, what does it mean that God promises to judge us? Is it out of some deranged desire to see us dangle over the flames? No, quite the contrary. Is it to make us fear damnation and focus on rules and regulations?  No, God judges us to save us. God seeks to purge our souls of every gunk and dross so that we might have life, and life abundant.

At the close of Flannery O’Connor’s story, Mrs. Turpin has a vision (a revelation) as she stands outside by her pigs. She sees a ladder on which people are ascending to heaven, walking together in the very groupings that she had placed them throughout her judgmental life. She and the others in her own category are bringing up the rear of the procession; they are the “last,” following all of those whom she and they have despised for so long. And O’Connor writes, “They alone were on key. Yet she could see by their shocked and altered faces that even their virtues were being burned away.”

Sometimes the things that we need purged from our spirits are precisely those aspects of our personality that we are most proud of; even those pieces of us that we consider to be our strengths and our virtues are at risk when the purifier of souls comes to town. This is the promise of the season. The gift of Malachi is to picture for us a God who lays out fire and soap this Advent, a God who wants to cleanse us from everything that would diminish us.

Why does God do this? Well, one clue might come from O’Connor’s story. The name of the girl who throws her book at Ruby Turpin in the doctor’s office is “Grace.”  Our Gracious God approaches us with fire and soap this Advent, to sear away our old grudges, our hurt hearts, and heal us. Let’s let God soap away the hardness in our hearts, and wash clean even those attitudes that we think are virtuous. Amen.

Malachi 3:1-4
See, I am sending my messenger to prepare the way before me, and the Lord whom you seek will suddenly come to his temple. The messenger of the covenant inwhom you delight—indeed, he is coming, says the Lord of hosts. But who canendure the day of his coming, and who can stand when he appears? For he is likea refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap; he will sit as a refiner and purifierof silver, and he will purify the descendants of Levi and refine them like goldand silver, until they present offerings to the Lord in righteousness. Then theoffering of Judahand Jerusalemwill be pleasing to the Lord as in the days of old and as in former years.

Our first reading for today comes from the last book in the Old Testament, Malachi.  The word Malachi in the Hebrew language simply means “my messenger.”  The  prophet wrote at least 100 years after the city of Jerusalem and its temple were restored following the Exile.  The prophet announces that a messenger would come to radically purify the temple and its priesthood.

Begin with the End in Mind

1Advent C; Dec 2, 2018; Pastor Rebecca Ellenson; ICCM

You might be wondering “Why are we reading about destruction and death? It’s almost Christmas! We should be reading about the joy of the coming birth of baby Jesus!”  Well, readings like this always appear at the start of Advent, because we are preparing the way not just for the birth of the baby, but for the coming of Christ again, not necessarily in a literal and dramatic end of all time kind of way, but now, again, day after day, in each of our lives. Continue reading “Begin with the End in Mind”

Majesty

Majesty; Reign of Christ Sunday; November 25, 2018; ICCM; Pastor Rebecca Ellenson

Once upon a time, in a kingdom far away, there was a court jester who boasted that he could make a joke about any subject.  “Well, then,” challenged one of the nobles, “make a joke about the King!”

“Ah,” the jester responded, “But, the King is not a subject!”   Continue reading “Majesty”

Widows and Justice

Ruth 3: 1-5, 4: 13-17 and Mark 12: 38-44; Widows and Justice; Nov 11, 2018; Pastor Rebecca Ellenson; ICCM

“The Widow’s Mite” is a classic Gospel text that appears in what is usually Stewardship Season back home, the time when congregations ask people for pledges of giving and set the budget for the coming year. Who hasn’t squirmed when a well-meaning pastor asks: “If a poor widow can give her sacrificial bit for the Lord’s work, how can we — so comfortably wealthy by comparison — not give much, much more?” Continue reading “Widows and Justice”

Transmitters of Grace

All Saints Sunday, Nov 4, 2018; ICCM; Pastor Rebecca Ellenson; Eccl 3: 1-8

“To everything, turn turn turn.  There is a season, turn turn turn, and a time to every purpose under heaven. A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to reap…”

“When true simplicity is gained, to bow and to bend, we will not be ashamed, to turn, turn will be our delight, til by turning, turning we come round right…”

The season has turned.  Here we are, in the beginning of a new season in Mazatlan… leaving behind the turning of the leaves, the turning of the sun from the North and arriving here, in the sunshine.

Steve and I left home just over a week ago and all the trees were bare, except a few of the oak trees, holding on to their last rusty brown leaves and the tamarack trees with their golden needles reflecting off the early morning ice on the stream by our house.  We drove south, and bit by bit the seasons turned back, more leaves on the branches with each hundred miles until we emerged from the mountains by Durango into the newly rained-on greenery by Villa Union. Continue reading “Transmitters of Grace”

Hearts, Heads, and Hands

Hearts, Heads, and Hands;  Pastor Rebecca Ellenson; ICCM; April 15, 2018; Easter 3b, Luke 24: 36-49

In today’s gospel we find Jesus risen from the dead, touching his disciples’ hearts, opening their minds, and sending them out with a job to do.  Christ utilizes all of who we are, our hearts, heads, and hands.  Some of the last words in Luke’s gospel are Jesus’ last words to his disciples, a sort of parting sermon.  In the lesson from Acts we find one of Peter’s first sermons after Pentecost.  Preaching is an important part of the Christian life.

Preachers are probably the butt of more jokes even than mothers-in-law.  A preaching professor of mine tells the one about a student preacher who after finishing preaching his masterpiece, piously asked the professor, “With what prayer should I begin my sermon?”  The professor responds, “How about `Now I lay me down to sleep?'”  Continue reading “Hearts, Heads, and Hands”